No more Self-Pity

Have you ever wondered if changing your life is even possible? That’s how I feel. I want to have a healthy baby, and I want to be a healthy mom. Is it possible?

 

Yes! so why won’t I do what it takes? I take prenatals, but that’s it. I need to care more about myself, my body, and my nutrition. WIC buys fruits and veggies, so why don’t I shut up and eat them?

 

Because I’m not motivated! I don’t work 40 hours a week anymore, more like 20, so why don’t I shut up and go on a walk some days? My friends go to a gym, I could easily tag along and hop on a treadmill. I can work out, I will know if I am working too hard for the peanut!

 

I can get on a normal sleep schedule. I can get my stuff done. I’m so sick of procrastinating. This has to change.

 

I am so upset with my…laziness it comes out in how I treat people, so this has to change..

 

It will change.

 

I will change.

Don't ask the reason for a new blog, because honestly I have very little reason. I am tired of deleting people that are inactive, and tired of blogs I don't read anymore, so there is one reason. Also, the negative feelings from when William was in jail bother me, yet I want them there where I can look back if I need too. I do not, however, want them on the blog I am currently using.

I am going to do a new intro post eventually, but for now I don't have the energy. I am slowly re-following the blogs that I do read, but looking for more then just weight-loss. I want productivity/organization blogs too, which is what this will be. This will be weight-loss, productivity, and everything in between. I will post my to-do lists, and what I got accomplished on them. I will post my weigh-ins, if I weigh in. I will post good days, and probably some bad days. I will post my feelings. This blog will be as random as, well, as random as I am !